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November 30th, 2009

12:52 am My well-deserved break is finally here. ( like Jo mentioned ) Filght's tmr at 630pm. Eh, I wonder why we have to be there 2hrs earlier! Its sucha waste of time. Maybe about an hour for the staff to place the bags in the plane and thats it. But 2 F hours? damn, Shall not swear today. Went to work today, which I thought was quite fun. Then met up with Mum after work to do some grocery shopping. Got my blue chz ranch sauce. HUHU. Mum tried and then ran away from it. So farnieeee my mother. Not to mention, I got the bestest Chz biscuit ever! A lil too salty tho. But who cares! Phuket here I come!!! Current Mood: cranky

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November 27th, 2009

11:05 am Im sick of being soooo soooo soooo.... now how do you say that? .. just soooo... wanting to be ..aiyah, -it just felt like a globe of peanut butter got stuck somewhere in my mouth. I lost the word, lah. Last night, Ben, Lewis, WX and I went to IL'PIccolo ( just realised its not 'EL') for pizza fer dinner at 915pm! zomg, we had ordered 3 twelve inch pizzas! All was so awesome, I had only 3 huge slices tho, ( haha, I dont wanna flub! ) the rest was swallowed by the guys. HUHU. One slice from each pizza, not bad eh? :P Went over to the supermarket with Ben to get my Pesto and crackers after that. oh yeah... Im gonna be MIA next week already. Finally a break which I've so been looking forward to, no worries about training, whatsoever. a week's break should be enough. Phuket here I comeeee!! Godma has everything planned for us alr, so sweet of her. -Urgh, Goosebumps! If only I knew how to put it in an un-goosebumply way. AND ALSO.... ..... ...... Its about time I stop eating. Im eaintg every 3 hours. awaking in the middle of the night to eat, too. so its like, Im eating 24/7!!! Wah, At this rate, I'll die of unsightable fatness soon. Last night, I got up at 3 and cooked Pesto! Yeah, slept at 5, then got up at 730 this morning. Just had breakfast and Im not sleep at all. But just very sore and weak. Boo. I've got work later on at 2 in the west. Just looking forward to the end of the day where I can just retire and do nothing. DO NOTHING. k,bye. Current Mood: lethargic Current Music: Otown - All or nothing

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November 25th, 2009

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November 24th, 2009

10:02 am " Receptors ares special proteins that recognize and bind a particular hormone, and when hormone and receptor merge in a cell, a chain of events begins. Hormones cause specific genes in the cell to turn on and off. Since hormones work by turning on and off genes, you can fight against your genetic predisposition to being overweight by changing your hormones! " -Hormone balance by Neil Shulman Interesting eh? Dude, I kinda like that book. I was forced to swallow those white little pills again. blah blah blah. boring stuff that does not work that well. I got up at 630 today! mission accomplished! now.. should I, or should I not head to the gym? I'd love to train in the mornings, but im wayyyy too Lazy to do so. My ass just gets heavier and heavier after each thought of, : Jamie, go gym now!! hai yah. anyway, Im curious to know if people really know what they know. Or do they not know anything except to rely on their memory right from the start? eg. I know Mary ( Aqquintance knowledge ) I know how to fly a kite ( Ability knowledge ) I know that chicken are birds ( Propositional knowledge ) -But do we know that Chickens are really birds? couldnt they be something else? The world's so confusing. They say a kid like me shouldn't be thinking bout all these, but is it wrong to want to know? I bet most adults dont even know that they dont actually know anything and mostly rely on memory to do certain stuffs. well, I dont know man. Just a wild guess. If science and religion cant mix, then... how are we humans suppose to find out where we come from? or is it just made this way, (that we shouldnt know) cause God does not want us to know? if thats the case, it means that God does exists. and if so, why wouldnt He wanna let us find out more about him? so does God really exist? See, Im back at square 1. hmmmmmm. Inquisitive kid? nah, its just cause adults do not know how to answer such questions. *wink Anyone wanna go to the science centre with me? Current Mood: chipper Current Music: celine dion - Natural Woman

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November 23rd, 2009

08:04 am - me talkin to myself again! whee I awake and sleep according to nature, not that man made invention called clock. If its a good thing, im lucky, If its not, its just another unlucky episode in life fer me. what other conclusion can I come to? Introvet in the making, pissed me off and its either I die, or you die. dont show me those white tabs, I'll just throw the rest away if you force it down my throat. Isnt it true that one has to die sooner or later? eh, all I said was : im gonna die lah, so if I drink coffee its just a bonus in life. Dont have to avoid this avoid that. People are just gonna die anyway. My mum got so pissed offffffff, soooooooo mad, she stomped out of the house to work. and my dad's just tellin me to control my emotionz. wtfz. eh, Im cool man. no temper, no violence. Isnt it kinda realistic that one has gotta go anyway? I went to the library yesterday to claim my peace and quiet self back. Plugged on my earphones, blast those songs and there I was, searching fer those thangs. I've officially learnt that hormones are the cause of EVERYTHING, even though it has been said that " the mind is a very powerful tool" Screw up those tiny controllers and everything gets out of hand. Ah, and now I know why i'm still 60kgs. I'll chunk up a paragragh from that book to this page soon. good morning, dont screw your day ahead. Current Mood: confused

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November 22nd, 2009

08:28 am - Suit yourself. I like my current Job. ahhahhaa huhuhhu hu heee heee. Met alot of cute kids, they are soooo sooo kinda annoying. but I love the exceptionally quiet ones, cause they just sit there and be cute. I slept early last night, cause I was practically floating alr, at the brink of passin' out due to exhaustion! I think? if not whats with that floatin' feeling? Whilst sleepin, I was dreaming vividly. HAHAHA. 1) Dreamt that I had to take my F&N paper in a day's time. and the esasy Question was abt vegetarian pasta. ( wtfz! ) 2) Dreamt that I met a hot stuff at a handphone shop. *wink wink 3) Dreamt of myself walkin down bedok inter. 4) Dreamt of 4/2 runnin away from exam papers. HAHAAA eh, we were like running away from teachers as a class! how cool's that dude? 5) Dreamt of myself goin over to my neighbours place and played with her dog. 5 days worth of dream! ah. what a dream!! but it was kinda funny. Now havin breakfast infront of the com.. I likes! well, gonna head back to bed for a nap soon. head's startin to kill. Eating sausages in pasta is like fallin in love. Why? - you might ask. Cause sausages are high in fat, and since its in a tomato base sauce, you'll think its okay to eat it. and you feel satisfied without knowing that you've just consumed more than 10g of fat. like falling in love hor? eh, its only rubbish if you cant relate to that. Current Mood: listless

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November 20th, 2009

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November 19th, 2009

09:54 am sheesh. Its 930am and i woke up cause i was hungry. Still have yet to make my pig sty bed. Imma eat and head back to bed. zomg, Im so not lookin forwawrd to training nowadays. its just squats and more squats and more squats. Needs get that balance. eh bloody hell, the cause of smith machine from the past. ( yeah, sorry, but find it hard to blame myself for this ) I need a walk today, I need a walk everyday. And I dont just want a stupid evening walk around the vacinity. Someone take me to town for a walk so I wont get lost? still a lil' town virgin at 16, just that bit, but definately Orchard's out of bounds fer me. B-O-R-I-N-GGGGGGGG. Oh, did i mention christmas's just about a month away? Im looking forward to my trip to Phuket, and..... lamb shank, smoked ham, etc. I could do without turkey and that same ol' log cake this year, thats for sure. Presents? gimme smth I use and i wont be able to do without it! if only my aunties can just read this post of my blog.Blah blah blah. There I go again. G-G-GGangwayyyyyyy!!! Time for my ever-so-lovely prataaaaaa (: Current Mood: cranky

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November 18th, 2009

12:42 am I had baked meatballs with pasta yesterday. which i can proudly say that I baked them myself. they were about 5-8cm in diameter each, because.... One fine afternoon, I went with Ben for lunch at El piccolo ( last week, i think? ) Both of us had meatball spagetthi. when the food came, I was shocked to see that we were only given 6 small meatballs each and a pile of pasta which I found quite annoying. Pasta tasted like usual, but the meatballlsssssss......... FUCKING AWESOME, but were sooooooo FUCKEN SMALL, which pissed me off even more x10000000000000000000000. okay, El piccolo with JY tmr again. cya! Current Mood: distressed

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November 17th, 2009

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November 15th, 2009

08:15 pm 3 hours the night before, and 4 hours last night. I stayed over at Uncle Tom's place. It was fun like yo! really!! Tho I suffered mosquito bites here and there. ( haha!! ) Had a hell of a time with Eliza and Julian! I will definately sleep in the living room next time. heh. Had pasta with Mushroom and Sausages in sauce for dinner yesterday. Then played Julian's favourite card game : Goldfish. while munching on Cheese crackers and 'fishballs'. oh, and then chewing gum after that. I had 5. It was so awesome. Played with Boysie ( male dog ) for a while. he was dirty tho. washed up and went to bed, only to awake an hour later and watched 'Tom and Jerry' by myself till 1 plus. Cause Julian and Eliza fell asleep so fast even tho I was the most tired one who suggested to sleep early. LOL Slept, then got up at 530 only and found uncle tom washing his car. wanted to help but he had already finished. Boo. Watched DVD by myself again. this time, 'Tin Tin and the golden crab claw' (something like that lah) and Played with Boysie till Julian woke up. HUHU. it was like some 2hrs 30mins later before he actually did. Had coffee, Picked CW up before headin to 'Bakerzin' for breakfast. OMG, their EGG SALMON BENEDICT was so fucken GOOOOOOOOD. havent had such good breakfast stuff for months alr. It includes : 2 Italian sausages, sunnyside up, smoked salmon, a very tasty toast, Sauteed mushrooms , 1 whole baked tomato. with hollandiase sauce. You shd try it dude. 11.90 i think? then Eliza went for cathechism so went back to watch 'Hancock', which I thought was a great movie. haha, or maybe its just cause I like movies with happy endings? Headed to some prata place for lunch and had Plaster onion. then prawning! HAHAHAHHAHA. AWEEEEEEESOOOOOOOOOMELY FUN! my stress are all gone now! I caught a couple of prawns and... almost caught a mini lobster but I got duped by it. Creatures now days.... Still thinking about whether to train tmr or not! huhu. good life = lazy to train. Meatball sphagetthi madness going on fer me. oh yah, Pesto toooooooooooo. Time to rest dude. Cyaaaa! Current Mood: content

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November 14th, 2009

04:16 pm Nothing much, just trynna learn smth valuable in life. ( which always gets me into trouble ) Sleepin over at Uncle Tom's tonight. HOHO. I'LL TURN THE WHOLE PLACE UPSIDE DOWN. JOKE. Christmas is about a month away. Another year has passed, look at how time files. Getting older, growing taller ( or so I hope ) and growing wiser ( erm, yah? ) Dont know what I even wanna do. Hopeless shit. x 10000003453478-753450 Kbye Current Mood: crappy

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November 13th, 2009

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November 12th, 2009

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November 10th, 2009

08:14 pm Ah, 2 hectic days have just gone by. Current Mood: gloomy

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November 8th, 2009

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09:04 am I had a hell of a time yesterday with ChinChye and Coach Wu!! Was having a toothache, so I went to the gym to play CC's Street fighter instead of training. hawhaw. ( can play game cannot train ah ) It was so funnyzzzz like yozzzzzz. He gave me tutorials on how to use combos and stuff like that. ( likes this many many ) Waited till 2, for everyone to finish training before going to check out Bikes. CW is intending to get one sooooooooon. Saw MANY amazing bikes like... WOW. I'll get one when I grow up a lil more. Just, a lil more :D Then went to Tamp mall to kuang jie with those 2 blockheads and had dinner. CW : " wei shen me na me duo dian? " -  why so many shops? ME : " ying wei ni lei le " - cause you're tired. okay, that was like the bombzzz yaw. HAHAHHAHAHA. Finally stopped walking at 830. Took a bus to CC's place and he taught me how to play the guitar!! And thats definately gonna be my new hobby. Then went for midnight shopping at the supermarket with mum. I got my lovely steamed cup noodles and pesto. (: Speaking of which, Im back to 60kgs.  That means 12 kgs to shed. BLAH. Current Mood: sleepy

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November 7th, 2009

12:25 am - Depression in the bar. Sounds good to me. I just got my meaning in life from : Ben. A very realistic man who lives life by day. And thats why Im gonna try the converse. Wearing them in me so things are gonna change for the better. Im off to drown myself in that mug of liquid. Should be sane enough to train tomorrow morning. Just disappointed with myself for letting it go to far. Too far till Im affected by it visually. Time to go, chao. Current Mood: disappointed

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November 5th, 2009

08:31 am I have not been sleeping well lately.  5 hrs last night. might seem okay but not with the way im training. Im so, so, so tired. God help me. I still want my teenage life. I still wanna train. Maybe, its time to go back to church. but wont I be an ass? Cause its in times like these I go to church, If im alive and kicking, I leave God aside. Inhuman. Very. Metabolic Rate is kinda screwed too. Body's producing more Lepsin than anythingggggg. Current Mood: crappy Current Music: Black Eye Peas - Boom Boom Pow

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November 4th, 2009

10:58 pm If you could change one major thing about your life, whether a relationship, your job, your living situation, your school, etc., what would it be? Are you currently working toward a serious life transition? View 1279 Answers The more I think of it, the more I do not know what I would like to change. Relationship?   -Im not in one, but I think im crushed! Job?   -No job. Living situation?    -Just enough to get by. Neither good nor bad. Tho it'd be better to change it for the better. School?    - If only I could study something I'm interested in, thats for sureeeeeeeee!!! Working towards a simple life transition? OMG, thats the fucken word! But little things make up that "life transition" and I've gotta start somewhere. If only I knew where to start. Life sucks when I look at it in depth, fullstop. Quads burned, state of mind also burned, traps burnededededededdd. Do not like this feeling at allllll. okay, bye. nothing but your T-shirt on. Current Mood: cranky Tags: change, long-term goals, writer's block

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